is it alright if i still call you baby?
cause baby i’ve been missing you
missing the way you held me. oh you made me feel so much in those moments.
remember the time your embrace made me swell up with tears? you felt it.
missing how your kiss made me feel.
god damn ryan
i can’t stop thinking about you.
and how we didn’t get a fair chance.
our love would have been over the hill.
it already was.... and we were only half way there.
please baby....

you are the boy who blocked his own shot.
can’t listen to that song
....especially acoustically.
why are you all these things to me?

...you can tell me how vile i already know that i am. still can’t believe you made me repeat that line to you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i miss you.
i need you.

it hurts a whole lot. but is missed when its gone.
i can’t forget.
do you want me to forget?
i can’t believe these songs are about us. god, you are so beautiful.
what we had was beautiful and sad.....
i want to tell you. but i can’t.


god what is wrong with me?
listening to every song that makes me think of him
makes me cry and remember everything i need to forget.....

why is he so perfect.
why can’t i express myself right

where are you?
i need you.