you’re right. i am always sad.
just always thinking
constantly let down
hate my reflection
my face...my body
hate faking it
alone...so alone.
dependent

everyone gives up on me.
and i can tell you’re next.

im starting to give up on myself
thinking about death daily
just getting it over it

happiness surrounds me
i just can’t get there

i believe in people too much
and nobody believes in me
tried to stop caring, it’s almost immpossible

why don’t you care?

you’ll discover my blood

i just can’t anymore.
living my life is a sad pathetic one
and i don’t want to bring you down along with me.

this is for me.
not because i’m selfish
i tried, i really did
just can’t deal anymore.

so sad here.
im sorry