havent talked to him in a couple of days.
im doing well. for now anyway. things are always so back and forth with my feelings on this situation.
some days i just want to cry
others i just want to be over it and forget about him and move on to the next one.
the one who will be capable of giving me all the things he couldn't.
he's never going to leave her
this is for the best
.....

when will he start to miss me?
or has he forgotten about me?

time.
will.
tell.

for now, there's nothing i can do.
but miss his eyes and the way he looked at me
and our mid-day rendevous's
oh him.
took my heart and did what he pleased now he can breath easier because its over
while i gasp for air and try not to think. because when i think it's always him.