"Maybe this is just a work of art.
Scripted players in a play of lust.
Hope the end is well worth waiting for
Everything you wished there'd be"


yet another series of songs that pretains to us.

and if this is the end, then no, it's not the ending i was waiting for.
a praise chorus - jew: it reminds me of you.
i guess i expected too much.

i still need to know what all this meant to you, even if it breaks my heart. maybe i'm just ignorant, but i know it meant a lot, and still does. you just try hard to ignore it.

"when the guilt sets in tell me what are we going to do" ----- fake it, ignore it, cry about it, miss it.... learn to live without it
tell me, how are you living these days?

"i still somehow hope i end up with you" really?

i'm not sure how i feel about you anymore. we have taken this charade of ours down a few notches and have unspoken boundaries to follow. i think i can get used to the fact of not having you in my life. i hope that saddens you

still scared you can't trust yourself around me? because i can't make you any promises. you're right, anything can happen.

so i wait.

not particularly for you,

but i wait.